Music: "I'm ok" Christina Aguilera.
Every once in a while I'll be outside and think maybe today is the day I can let go of all my fears, and pain etc, and then I feel like I can't do anything ever again because of my legs that are broken and the brain that made them that way. I just get fed up and lonely when there's so much world to see out there and I have to be broken all the time. I have no words to tell you how that feel's. No words.
Just telling you how much I would like to just run for miles and miles and feel the ground under my feet sometimes.