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Do you have any idea how annoying depression is? And the fact that it just stays with you even on the good days just drives me crazy sometimes....I've been feeling off for a few days now, and no matter what I do right now it's just there. Causing me to freak out over the stupidest things, oddly it always makes me feel as if I'm coming down with something....I'm avoiding people again. It's almost like they've suddenly grown three heads and I can't be seen with them. Crazy right? How we get ourselves into these shitty moods I'll never know. Sometimes the pain feels good, just because it means your feeling something...I'm not the type to put on a mask and go about my day like everything's fine and dandy, but I can't help feeling like I have a mask on. (Yes, I see the irony there sense I'm afraid of masks) it's the only thing that popped in my mind.